welcome


I will follow you everywhere even if your throne crumbles,
and your shiny crown truns to rust even if the bodies pile up endlessly,
above the bottomless pile corpses Beside you as you lie softly down, I will be until i hear the words "check mate" !

8.06.2012,9:56 PM

love

have you ever think about your future?for me,i think about it frequently. sometimes im afraid that i'll end up alone. i know its not the right time now but im not getting younger. i need to stabilize my financial first but   *sigh* i dont know. maybe it takes time to find the right guy.
xox

5.01.2012,9:11 AM

hectic month

hello may and goodbye april..im having fun with april and im hoping that may will do the same..yes..its pretty much a busy month..im capable to do these things before im officially working..so yeah..
xox

4.29.2012,11:22 PM

busyyy

had some major errands to do before the real day..for the annual dinner on june..will be attending two wedding ceremonies next week continuously on friday and saturday and next month three activities no gaps and next month i will be officially hired by this one company..major one..so yeahh..im mentally and physically exhausted..lack of sleep due to unconditional health and some disturbance..peace out:) x
xox

4.26.2012,9:56 PM

alhamdulillah:)

one of my wishes came true..alhamdulillah..i know that i cant list down my wishlist here due to bad luck..so yeah i just wanna let out what i did these few weeks..i started jogging last month and i drink plenty of water everyday..now it become one of my habit..this time i made a right decision..to be healthy and responsible..

some people asked me why i dont have any boyfriend..its not the right time to have a boyfriend..i need to settle down and there are alot of things that i need to think about..love can come on its own..insyallah..when the time is right,it will be..patience takes time..yes i am lonely but i wont let the loneliness took control of me..there are a lot of things that make me happy than love:)
xox

4.24.2012,1:03 AM

improvement

i know that my life isnt as perfect as other girls..i struggle to live..i know i have my parents to rely on but then they teach me how to be independent..yes i am but i feel that im not very independent enough to survive..i need to explore more..need to be adventurous..sorry for the spelling..so yeah..i need to be active..so far this year im open for new things in my life and im grateful for that..for the people that come and go from my life this year..i really can't forget for all the memories and i appreciate everything that they did for me..thank you..because of you,i start to improve myself
xox

4.15.2012,8:11 PM

hold one's tongue

a fragile girl,
she always thought that she is not perfect for any guy,
always run away from them before it gets worst,
she has one deep secret that no one knows,
she feels hopeless,
but she try to live her life just like other girls,
trying to be successful,
and try to forget her pain,
even her family don't know about it,
she keeps it to herself,
she don't know till when she can hold on..

xox

3.02.2012,11:00 PM

untitle

life is getting complicated..lots of dramas involved..i know i have to be patience in  order to survive..i wont let my emotions get the whole of me..2 months stuck at home with no job while waiting for the result..why is it this education people did not take this thing seriously?the closing date hecas getting closer..why oh why?
xox