welcome


I will follow you everywhere even if your throne crumbles,
and your shiny crown truns to rust even if the bodies pile up endlessly,
above the bottomless pile corpses Beside you as you lie softly down, I will be until i hear the words "check mate" !

10.27.2011,11:23 PM

sucks to be me

hey..its been a while..currently im not in a great mood..i know i should'nt say it out loud but i don't know to whom to talk to..so here goes..

its always been this guy..he never leave from this tiny little heart of mine..how many times i try to forget about him  but still,it goes back..i try my best not to think of him..it does succeed sometimes but it only last a few weeks sometimes days minimum..why am i being this clumsy?when it comes to him,my mind eventually stop thinking and i can't solve the problem that been haunting me for too long..i do want to be happy just like other people do..i struggle myself not to think of him but still his presence still remains..when will i recover from this?
xox