welcome


I will follow you everywhere even if your throne crumbles,
and your shiny crown truns to rust even if the bodies pile up endlessly,
above the bottomless pile corpses Beside you as you lie softly down, I will be until i hear the words "check mate" !

6.08.2010,12:48 AM

insomnia

its 12.32 am and im still awake..everybody already fall into the sweet dreams of theirs and im here alone and laptop still very loyal to me..my headache getting better and my mind is pretty calm now..i've just watched prince of persia the sand of time and it was breathtaking movie..im amazed with the magical story and im pretty impressed with the story line and the heroin is excellently gorgeous..i can conclude that she's a very brave and tough women..i wish i have that personality..and not forgetting she's intelligent too..

im having holiday..2 weeks holiday and i havent enjoy the moment of holiday just like the others would do..its like im not that excited to go out and chill with friends.. i find it boring..maybe im 20 and i can think clearly thats why..i was thinking that instead of enjoying myself, i have lots of things to do before holiday ends..i spend my time with my family and most importantly i have to finish all my task before i regret of not doing it earlier..we cant rewind the past and do it all again..we have to work hard to be success in life since now economy is getting higher and life needs more money and leadership..

about my love life, i just cant find the one for me..BUT this guy..makes me realise that being ego prevents me from finding the true love..but now he's slipping away from me and make the ego of mine getting tougher than before..and now i dont believe in love..but i believe that someday i will find the one..the one that i will perish and be the father of my future child/children..insyallah..

xoxo
xox